*He is Wonderful*

 

I feel his eyes on me when I’m not looking

Thought of his beautiful face fills my head

I want to know his body like it’s mine

He slipped into my life

I let him stay

He needed a friend

I showed up for him

I only wanted to be available

 

It started like a joke

A bad one

One I ignored

He was relentless

Wanted words from me

Then gradually, he settled in

All I wanted was to be a listening ear for him

He boosted his strategy with me

I let him do it

And then I saw the real him

 

He is cheerful

But has flaw

He is vulnerable

But still strong

He showed me him

And I fell hard

Felt so good, I always wanted to be by his side

His smile lights up my day

But they see deeper into my soul

I couldn’t stop falling

It was like falling off cliff

 

But all of these are in my head

I dare not say how I feel

You’ll hate me

I tell you “I’m glad I’m a boy”

But then I secretly wish I was Patricia or a she

Then, what I feel for you would be very normal

I wouldn’t have to keep this imagination in my head

All the things I want you to do to me

How I want your strong muscular arms to hold me

Want then to choke me

But, He is wonderful

It’s all I can tell myself

 

    Written By:

      WOODY