STUCK WITH A RIVAL!

A story about self-discovery!

Have you ever had an experience that made you question yourself? Have you ever had a magical situation that made you dropped the alpha part of you? Well, I have had one before and I am currently questioning my sexuality. My name is Alvin, a 22 years old guy of university of Lagos. I don’t know how to explain my situation with Steve because it is the weirdest story one could ever think of. Steve is my course mate and funny enough, we are both hitting on the same girl; but as fate may have it, we ended in bed together and that is the most embarrassing experience of my life. I don’t know what I should tag this, but I know I am currently stuck with the enemy…

I was lying helplessly on the bed with my eyes closed; I wasn’t asleep, I just couldn’t get up from the immerse stress and pain lingering on my whole body. The previous night was such a rough one and all I am left with was aching body again and the scary memories of the night. I slowly opened my weak eyes and stared at the ceiling while I started having flash backs.

I could remember vividly how Steve and I rushed into the room kissing aggressively. We were both drunk and engrossed deeply into the act. I wasn’t sure of what we were doing, I was just responding to Steve’s lead. Our lips were locked tightly as I could feel his tongue almost reaching my throat. I struggled for air while he holds me tightly. He continued kissing me while moaning hard.

He pulled off my shirt and reach to my nipples as he sucked the hell out of them. I was already out of the world at the moment, the romance was getting intense as Steve continued kissing and sucking every part of my body. I had to return the favor; I grabbed his 10inchs dick which was already hard and lock it in my mouth. I could hear him moan and beg for more. I continued sucking him while playing with his nipples. He grabbed me by the neck and walked me to the bed with our mouths still locked.

He tore my shorts and starts eating my ass. It was really great, I must confess. That was the first time I had something like that and I couldn’t get the feeling out of my head. After a while of rimming, he forced his mighty cock into my tight ass. I moaned loudly as a sensation of pains and pleasure blended together wrapped all over my system. He quickly covered my mouth with his as he continued having his way into me while stroking my cock. I grasped for air as a bundle of pains stroke me instantly. I almost passed out but I managed to breath; he wasn’t going any slower as he kept on riding really hard and fast. After what seems like forever, he started moaning loudly and collapsed beside me as he released huge loads of cum…

I slowly open my eyes and take a glance at the wall clock. That was when I realized I wasn’t in my room. I looked around and noticed Steve snoring beside me. “What the fuck! What have you done Alvin?” I yelled at myself as I jumped off the bed and started grabbing my things. I could feel a huge pain beneath me but I managed to get dressed in his clothes since mine were all torn. “This shouldn’t have happened.” I said to myself as I grabbed my stuffs and rushed out of the room…

*****

I sat in the lecture hall with my face glued to my palm as I stared at Mr. Ola gave his boring lecture. I was just staring at him all along but I never get a thing from what he taught. I was still wallowing in my thoughts, trying to figure how to approach Steve after what happened when David tapped my shoulder. “What are you thinking man? The lecture is over.” He said giving me a suspicious look. I quickly grabbed my bag as I took a deep breath again. “You have sighing throughout the class Alvin. Are you sure you are okay?” He added still looking at me. I giggled with a fake smile and nodded my head.

We were on our way out when I sighted Steve walking with Susan; they were holding hands as they approached us. “That motherfucker will surely win that babe before you Alvin.” David said. I sighed and nodded my head. “Things are already messed up man.” I said looking at David. He was dumb for a while but before he could ask any question, they have approached us already. We all shake hands and greeted.

“Alvin, our numbers are paired for Mr. Ola’s project. Do you want to do something right now?” Steve asked looking at me. That was when I remembered the project. I was totally spaced out in the class and didn’t pay attention to the groupings. I instantly regretted picking the course because I am totally embarrassed. I stared at Steve blankly without saying a word. “How on earth can I bare working with him. This is an insult to my masculinity.” I said to myself. I

I giggled as I smiled and nodded my head. “Not really, there is still time, no need to rush.” I replied. He nodded his head also. “Alright then, just let me know when we can start something.” He said as he faced Susan. “What next then?” He asked looking at her. She stared at me for a while as if she remembered something. “How did you guys left the club last night? The last thing I remembered was Steve ordering for us because we were all drunk.” She asked staring at me.

I was already sweating profusely as I started stammering. I was about to speak when Steve interrupted me. “Oh, last night? I made sure you all got a taxi before I left.” He said also stammering. David chuckled a little. “I wasn’t even sure how I made it home because I was so drunk. I am still having a hangover seriously.” He said. Susan laughed a little. “I am also having a headache from the drinks. I think I would follow David home, I need to rest.” She said as she followed David to his car and they drove home together.

We stood as we watched them drove away. I am sure Steve wanted talking to him just like I was dying to talk to him. I quickly turned and faced him. “About last night…” We both chorused. I laughed as I allowed him talked first. “Okay Alvin; last night shouldn’t have happened. I can’t even remember how we ended up kissing. Let’s just ignore it.” He said looking at me. I sighed and folded my arms. “Yeah, that is totally an awful act. I think we should stop seeing each other for a while.” I said looking at him.

He smiled as he turned and walked away. I heard him called my name while I started walking. “You can go on with Susan; I am not really interested in her.” He said as he stormed off. I stood numb looking at him till he disappeared. “What has this motherfucker been doing all these while? Playing with my brain or what?” I asked myself as I also hissed and walked away…

*****

A WEEK LATER…

It has been a wonderful week since last I saw Steve. He hasn’t been showing in class; says he travelled or something. Anyways who cares? I get to spend much time with Susan and express my feelings to her. All has been going well until he showed up on a fateful Monday. We were seated in a garden when he walked towards us from behind. “Hey mate. It has been a while.” David said as he turned and saw Steve. I quickly turned and looked at him. I hissed quietly and rolled over my eyes. “Not this motherfucker again.” I said to myself.

He sat with us and we talked about a few things. He borrowed notes and insisted we start working on our project. I had no choice but to follow him to the library to get some books for references. “You don’t need to act weird around me. I told you earlier that I was cool with everything.” He said as he was staring at a book. I sighed as I dropped the book with me. “Why do you have to bring that up? I thought we are progressing at forgetting the incidence?” I yelled.

He giggled and smiled a little. He moved closer and whispered to my ears. “You are in the library boy, except you want to explain why you are yelling and you wouldn’t want to do that to those homophobic lads out there.” He said with a smile. I quickly dropped the book and folded my arms. “We are also homophobic man.” I said looking at him. He smiled again and dropped the book he is having. “I don’t think so Alvin. Let’s be honest to ourselves; that night was interesting, we wouldn’t have done it if it wasn’t. Besides, I was just sex.” He said as he picked another book and walked to the next shelf. I stood numb staring at him while his words kept ringing in my head. “It was just sex.” I kept on saying in my mind.

We were working in the laboratory when my phone ringed. It was Susan. That was when I remembered our appointment and I wanted asking her out. I quickly picked my bag and rushed out. Steve was yelling my name but I ran with speed that I didn’t hear him. I met her waiting for me by the department and we walked to home together.  

“Hey, how is your project going on? I know Steve is lazy, he might give you hard time.” She asked as we were walking. I smiled as I hold my bag. “Oh, he is really putting an effort. To be honest, I ditched him in the lab right now.” I said and we all laughed. She giggled a little. “That is quite strange of him, I wonder why he has been acting strange lately. He doesn’t socialize anymore.” She added looking worried.

I kept quiet for a while staring at her. I wanted popping up the big question but I have something throbbing me big time in my heart instead so I decided to let it out. “I thought you guys were seeing each other.” I said with my heart racing faster. Susan stopped for a while and stared at me before she burst to laughter. “Me? A relationship with Steve? Come on Alvin, you know I don’t do a thing with my buddies.” She said still laughing.

I became numb for a while; I don’t know whether I should be happy that she is not seeing Steve or I should be sad that she is not having a thing with her buddies. I was heartbroken throughout the walk home. My body was weak as I continued listening to her. “Steve is not every woman’s type, he is too picky and besides, I don’t think I have met his girlfriend before.” She added. I couldn’t say a word anymore, all I could do was nodding my head and making a fake smile till I saw her off to her junction. I turned to walk home but I decided to branch the bar first. I got myself drunk and one silly things happened again. I couldn’t remember them in details but I was sure Steve joined me in the bar and we ended up in bed again. Shit, it was fucking crazy.

I didn’t run away from him the following morning, I laid back on the bed staring at his room while he stares at me. “Have you done this before?” He asked looking at me. I hissed as I faced him. “Isn’t it obvious that it’s my first time?” I replied. He laughed out loud and kicked me a bit. “How would I know when it was my first time also?” He said still laughing while I giggled with a smirk on my face. He sighed as he adjusted himself. “But seriously, you know this isn’t proper right? Does that me we are gays or we are in a relationship?” He asked looking at me.

I hissed again as I stood up and grabbed my things. “Stop being delusional Steve. This was just fun and we both enjoyed it.” I said as I walked out. I turned immediately when I reached the door. He was still lying on the bed. “I am also confused about this stuff Steve but it wouldn’t be bad to try again.” I said with a smile while he winked I me. I showed a middle finger to him and banged the door behind me.

*****

Stuffs continued happening between Steve and I. We would visit each other at every slightest opportunity just for the sex, there was nothing more attached to it, just the good time. He is really a good guy and I like how matured he behaves. I love the way we are, our personal lives are separate and no entitlement; just the fun and nothing more.

I don’t really know if this count as being a homosexual, I am still working on finding out more about my feelings. I still love girls and hit on them every time, but as for Steve; I love having sex with him because it feels damn great…

THE END!

Dedicated to all black boys out there struggling to discover and accept themselves in the midst of homophobes

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BY MSQUARE!